Thursday, January 31, 2008

Oh my goodness! I can’t fit into one of my office pants already! So sad..
Despite I’d lost weight when I went my last apptment and I hadn’t been shitting for 3 days, but I still cannot fit into my pants. LOL.. The morning sickness is still as bad. No No, I would say its has got worse. Apparently during my 5th to 6th week, I will vomit about twice a day but then now I will vomit about 4-5 times a day! Times when I go to the toilet and see the toilet bowl in front of me, I will throw up already. Terrible right? And every time after throwing up, I will shiver and sometimes trembling with cold.

The last time I went to see Dr Chan (my gynae), I brought along all the medicines to stop naseous and vomiting. He’d confirmed that those medicines are safe and I can eat them without any worries. With his assurance, I now don’t hestitate as much as before but am still playing endurance with my stomach. I am vomiting whatever I ate and know what? I haven’t eat rice for a long time already cause I simply can’t swallow the rice down my throat.

I got the feeling that the food that I ate ain’t digested and they just stored inside my stomach for the whole afternoon. I got giddy spell and feelin’ nausea whenever I alight from Hubby’s car or bus. As you know I am taking Bus 960, there are times when the bus driver will just drag his gear or going rather slow. Fed up lor!

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Sunday, January 27, 2008

Went to see Dr Chan today for my 2nd scanning. The clinic was full of pregnant ladies and kids, OMG! I was glad we reached earlier to find a parking lot and Dr Chan’s timing is quite accurate. My apptment was at 930am and I managed to see him at around 945am.

Little bean is growing very well in me but I lost weight. I guess it was probably due to vomiting too often when I can’t even down any food. The size of my water bag has got much more bigger, as compared to the last scanning 2 weeks back. We saw the blinking of the image on the screen - little bean’s heart beating. Dr Chan then turned on the sound and we heard the beating of the heart so clearly. It was hilarious and Hubby was extremely delighted. Little bean is now 7weeks and 1 day old.

My EDD will be on the 12 Sept 2008 =)

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Monday, January 21, 2008

I found no words in the dictionary that can describe my feeling now. I can’t even finish a packet of hor fun now and I have this very disgusting feeling whenever I see FOOD! Pukes..

Last night, I finally convinced myself to take the syrup for vomiting from the GP. The taste was of course horrible but for the sake of me feeling better, I still drank it. Though I woke up this morning feelin’ better but poor appetite as usual. Did some CNY shopping with Mummmy & Hubby just now at Lot 1. I don’t deny shopping really keeps me occupied cause at least I won’t keep walking to the toilet and look at the toilet bowl, hoping to vomit something out.

Staying at home for the whole day damn ytd made me walking in & out of the toilet many times..because I am anticipating to see “something” up from my throat and out from my mouth.

I have got this giddy spell again.

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Sunday, January 20, 2008

Now I know and truly understand how difficult it is to be a mother. The process of having a small bean in your tummy at the earlier stage (1st trimester) is really very 辛苦。 I have no appetite at all now and I feel like vomitting whenever I see plates and plates of food just in front of me. Its exactly the same as how we often see on TV program!! YES, its the same reaction. You have the feeling to vomit when you are about to eat or even just by looking at it.

Last night I had a terrible bloating. I was feeling damn jialat so I drank lots and lots of water. I drank cereal, I drank barley water and plain water. In the end, I really vomit out everything once and for all. Hubby has been urging me to eat more in order for the little bean inside me have enough nutrients but I really can’t even swallow down anything. Even my favorite egg!! An egg no longers looks like an egg to me now. Its my 呕吐的对象。Yet my stomach is actually very very hungry.. omg!

I am easily tired nowadays. I go to bed at 10pm now and I woke up at 7am to go to work (if hubby is sending me) but I am still aching all over.

Extracted from babycentre.com Tiredness is a natural part of being pregnant, because your body is working extremely hard to develop and grow your baby. It is very common to feel tired, weary, or even exhausted, especially in the first few months, as your body becomes used to rapidly changing hormone levels. No two pregnancies are alike, and the same goes for bouts of morning sickness. The nausea you’re feeling can last anywhere from a few weeks to a few months — or longer, though that’s rare. By the end of the third month, most women stop feeling totally nauseous. Unfortunately, queasiness or mild nausea can come and go throughout pregnancy. It’s often triggered by certain smells, which vary from woman to woman.

See that? Grrrr… I think I fret not I will put on any weight from now to week 14 since Dr Chan forbids me to do so. I supposed I will only lose weight lor.

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Friday, January 18, 2008

My morning sickness is getting very very bad. I still wake up every morning feeling very bloated and giddy. I know its obviously not the right time now to take too much MCs cause I am still under 3mths probation period. What if the company decides to sacrifice me and don’t give me confirmation? I am gonna lose out getting my maternity pay! Duh.. endure endure….

Apparently I did went to the GP and gotten some medicine in syrup form for my vomitting problem. But I hadn’t even touch the medicine yet! Well, I don’t know why but I am just playing endurance test to myself. I try my very best not to take any medications unless really very very jialat although my GP assured me that the medicines are safe for my pregnancy. But, the mindset in me told me not to take them! Grrr.. I don’t know how long this (morning sickness) gonna last. I know some pregnant women can have morning sickness for 12-14 weeks, some might be even longer or shorter. Argh~ I just hope mine won’t be getting from bad to worse, thats all. And I really appreciate if I don’t ever faint on the street.

Just ytd, I sprained my lower back, somewhere near my waist on the right side. I got problem walking to get my lunch during lunch time and I can even feel the pain though I am sitting down.. Well, this is only my 5th week and I am already so careless, no wonder hubby has been so gan cheong nowadays. But what to do? I am this type of pattern wat!

For 4 consecutive days, I had fish soup at the nearest coffeeshop during my lunch hour. I don’t know if I am mad or not but most people won’t wanna eat fish/smell fish when they have the tendency to vomit right? Ya, I am just the opposite lor. As I am feeling so sick, only hot soup/fluid can makes me feel better so I chose to have fish soup.

The board of directors are arriving SG tmr and we gonna have a function tmr afternoon for buffet lunch. Looking at the situation now, I doubt I can enjoy any nice food. I can’t eat too much for my dinner otherwise I gonna vomit horribly the next morning. I can’t eat too much in the day time otherwise I gonna vomit myself silly in the evening. Jialat! So, I’d been telling my baby in my tummy not to be naughty and stop making MaMa feeling so sickly!

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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

A horrible + terrible day for me. I felt very bloated and got woke up by the bloated-ness in the morning that dragged me out of bed. Vomitted some gastric juice out while bathing and thereafter I fet so much better.

Hubby drove me to work as usual. He has been really very very sweet nowadays, much more sweeter than before. Despite there’s 3 ERP gantries to pass thru, he still drove me to work as long as time permits and doesn’t clash with his show.

Back home after work in the evening, I felt discomfort in my stomach again. And then I vomitted again.. sigh. Read from the website that Rebecca recommended me and it says that vomitting & naseous is a sign that the baby is growing so no worries. Ah.. like that also can sia. LOL

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Sunday, January 13, 2008

Went for my first gynae apptment this morning at Gleneagles Medical Centre. Had a hard time finding a lot at the car park so hubby dropped me at the lobby 1st while I went up to the clinic to register. Was given a urine tester with 5 (or 6?) colours. Well, the nurse told me that is not a pregnancy kit but its somehow a tester for testing (hmm I don’t know to test what lar!). The result was good. And then I was brought into a room to take my weight/height and blood pressure.

While waiting for my turn, I browsed at the photographs sticked on the wall. There’s a huge wall with all the babies photo and their parents, together with the gynae Dr Chan. The babies are so cute!! I saw twins and triplets. Kekeke…

Just before I went in to see the gynae, hubby arrived. Well, my baby is now 4 weeks and 6 days old according to the scan. I was feeling quite awkward and find it embarrassing at first because they did a vaginal scan for me which initially I thought it should be ultrasound scan? Anyway, the gynae explained all different parts in me to us and I was really very tensed up!! He kept asking me to relax and relax.. but my palms were sweating badly and I was really very nervous. Hahaha…

At last, I guess all my embarrassment and tension were unneccesary because they are all very nice people. Well, I guess sometimes its really 一分钱,一分货 lor. We pay for their excellent service too. Will be going back to the gynae in another 2 weeks’ time for another scan to check the heartbeat. I hope everything turns out well. *pray hard* The bill came up to $219. I almost want to faint. I think its freaking expensive compared to my other friends whom visit other gynaes. But what to do? I chose to see Dr Chan at Gleneagles so I guess I have to accept the fact. Checked with the clinic assistant if every bill is almost this amount, and she said “ya, about 200 odd lor..” *faint again* The breakdown of the bills was;

Consultation $107
Medicine $5
Scan $107


I told hubby we must ask more questions the next time round because the consultation is so expensive! Hahaha..

Anyway, Dr Chan has instructed me not to gain anymore weight from now till week 14. And from week 14 to birth, I can only gain 10kg the most! I think he knows that I am fat enough bah. Hahaha.. LOL. As for the EnfaMaMa milk powder that I bought at the supermarket last night, its of no use to me now too because Dr Chan forbids me to take that milk powder. Sad to say, I’ve already opened up the seal so I can’t bring it back for exchange anymore.
My sis-in-law has recommended me a female gynae in Mt. Elizabeth and seems like the consltation and scanning is cheaper. However the total amount of money she paid for all the consultations + packages added to about 1.5k which I think mine will fall into that category too.

Ahhh I am quite lost now. I am not sure if I wanna change to another gynae or still stick to this current one. Everything is so expensive!! OMG.

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Thursday, January 10, 2008

I realised I am starting to get paranoid at almost everything now. Eg: pedetrians on the road, vehicles on the road, the lift, the toilet, the weather etc.. Why am I behaving this way?

The absent-minded me kept forgetting about my Folic Acid pills that Dr Tan gave to me on Monday! I’m supposed to eat 2 pills on every morning. I forgotten all about it ytd morning, and then it slipped my mind again this morning. WTF!

Well, I went to Dr Tan’s clinic to collect my referral letter from her just now already. I’d decided to make an appointment with the gynae that she recommended at Gleneagles Medical Centre. Hopefully I can get a slot for this Saturday as I am really anxious and worried for my growing baby. I wanna have my 1st test done asap! GOD, please give me all your blessing. I need them badly and I pray for my baby to be in good health.

I don’t wanna have pre-natal depression. Stay happy =)

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Wednesday, January 9, 2008

Hmm, I admit I am quite a pandang (superstitious) person when coming to certain crucial thing like eg: pregnancy, babies & announcement etc..

The 2 persons in my family whom know about my pregnancy as of today is only hubby,my Mum. As for friends, its only Joanne and Rebecca. Well I forbid Bb to call up his Mum and told her about it because I would wanna see her facial expression more than just over the phone you see. As the baby is still very small and growing. Furthermore I hadn’t gone for any scan yet.. so I don’t have the intention to tell any friends. Ok, thats it! And I am not gonna tell anyone about it till further notice. I rather play safe manz!

First time being a mother, of course I felt rather worried as I was on medication before I took the pregnancy test. I hope everything turns out well for my baby because according to the doc, the foetus usually starts its organ formation 7 days after. And idiotically I took some flu medicines during that stretch of period. *pray hard*

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I thought it was an embarrassing thing to pay for a pregnancy kit at the pharmarcy so Bb made the payment instead. Well, I left the kit lying on my dressing tabele for a couple of days before I had the “mood” to open up the wrapping to use. LOL..
The indication wasn’t quite clear and the instruction just sucks big time! I had a hard time reading the instructions and after I see 1 obvious blue line and the other not so obvious blue line, I asked myself, “pregnant or not? wah kaoz..” and so I dipped the tester into my urine again. This time round, the less obvious line darkens. And it has proven that I am carrying a baby!
Called up Mummy and told her that she’s gonna be grandma soon. She was shocked more than excited I guess. Apparently I know Mummy don’t quite like the idea of me having a baby now as my career just started too. But since the result was positive, she accepted the fact somehow. *seh*

Visited the family doctor this evening to double confirm on the pregnancy result. And the result is really positive. I didn’t really know how should I react in such a way to show my happiness or whatsoever. Frankly, I wasn’t mentally prepared for it. But since we are fated to have one now, I accept the fact though.

Dr Tan suggested me to deliver at Gleneagles which is also my first choice. However I told her I will consider her recommendation and get back to her as soon as I can because I want to hear more about other gynaes that my friends had engaged during their delivery.
Apparently I wouldn’t mind KK Hospital but KK Hospital is a government hospital whereby all the practice gynaes will do their research and training at. Eh, I don’t wanna be a guinea pig or being exihibited with my private parts to show them so I guess a private hospital will be a much more better choice.

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To take the courage to say how much I love you
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